Well... One year ago today, at about this time, I was sitting outside on my porch, my head was spinning. I had just watched the funeral personnel carry my mother out of the house on a board. Not more than a few hours ago I had gotten the call from my brother, and he told me that she had passed. It is amazing what changes in a year, the man I was then is not the man I am today. So many people have bolstered me when I was down, laughed at my macabre humor. I now know what it feels like to love a woman the way my father loved my mom. I can't even think of what I would do if she was taken from me. I don't know how he did it but he did. One year d